Hi Truthseeker,Hi Chris/Jazz,
I hope you guys are fine.
A couple of days ago my I lost a beautiful little pet. A recently adopted little male manx. We only had him for four months but during those four months he showered us with so much love and affection that it was unforgettable. He was an amazing cat, always full of life. So many times I would hold him and dance around the house like he was a little baby and he would love it. He would allow you to rub his tummy and pat him all the time, there was never a time he would reject human affection. I'm going to miss him rubbing his little head all over my feet every morning, that was his good morning greeting. I'm going to miss his little naps with me in bed and even his little walks all over me just to wake me up at times. He was a messy little man with his food cause he loved to eat with his paws sometimes when the occasion suited him but that didn't matter, it was funny n cute to watch.
He was super friendly, always trying desperately to befriend my female cat who would turn around and hiss at him at times but he would never give up with her, he still kept on trying. I loved him to bits. When I found out he died today it felt like someone kept stabbing thousands of knives through my heart, I haven't stopped crying since and I cannot sleep at all. I don't have facebook or any of that stuff and this is the only place I felt I could write something about him.
I have been to so many funerals lately of people I have known most of my life and have not shed many tears at all and yet I have not stopped crying over this cat I have had for 4 months. I've asked myself what got me so much over this particular cat and it was the fact that he was adopted about 4 or 5 times cause no one wanted to keep him cause they thought he was a nuisance. How can one find a cat who wants constant love and affection a nuisance????????????? I don't get that. I felt so sorry for him because of that, and then he finally finds a family - US - who showered him with so much love that he ends up getting hit by a car!
You know you can know people all your life and not feel a connection at all, even those close to you and yet you can know an animal for a very short period of time and feel depths of emotions so overwhelming that it kills when they die.
I can't put my emotions into words at the moment, but all I can simply say is that it's killing and it hurts extremely bad. We are all devastated.
RIP my beautiful little man. We were so honoured to have known you and you have changed our life's forever. Till we meet again on the other side.
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