Thanks Chris and Jazz,
I'm just tired now with relationships seems everything is crumbling down again. With my career, friends and the person I like is still there but I am confuse with her intention. I'm finding my direction again. How do you cope up with such pain hoping things will change everyday you are with them but they don't see you sometimes or even hear you now. When things are all good before.
Again Appreciate all your insights in my journey.
Any relationship will come as far as it is meant to if it is a karmic learning lesson r/ship.
When we can release that lesson and the person completely knowing we chose to have that experience with that person as a learning experience for our growth and for the growth of our soul, we can then move on taking with us any wisdom about ourselves and what we have experienced about r/ships with us.
Relationships come into our lives to learn from, the most valuable lesson I learnt from karmic learning r/ships is the truth about myself, others and what I do and do not want with a person I chose to bring into my life as a potential friend, love, or r/ship.
We may choose to have many learning r/ships even marriages it depends on how we have chosen to learn about r/ships, ourselves and others everything we learn in our lifetime (if we choose to learn) happens in divine timing.
If you are trying to love a person and you don't" FEEL" loved back then you are simply trying to love the wrong person for you.
love is an emotional Feeling nota thought you cannot think does this person love me you need to FEEL it in your soul and you will know the difference once you start to trust your true feelings and not guess what you feel, feelings are very powerful emotions so learn to trust them over head stuff we get in our own way with too much head stuff going on that will confuse our true feelings.
Love finds the people it is meant to find according to our chosen destiny, the Universe sets that meeting up when two people are ready to receive their soul mate love into their lives after the karmic lessons are completed and we graduate from those learning lessons so we are clear to have the right one come into our lives.
Karmic learning lessons don't happen for everybody only those who need them for their highest of good eg. my Mum and Dad were soul mates they met and did not have any karmic learning to experience together and from the day they married and had us 3 kids they remained in love, best friends and had 59 wonderful loving, fun years together.
I would stop focusing on r/ships and just let happen what is meant to be in your destiny, honestly you will drive yourself nuts keeping on about it LET IT ALL GO get on with your life living each day making the most of it, once you step into a new energy a Positive Energy new doors and experiences will open up for you.
Lets see what is around you...
A spiritual awakening is for you, listen now to your inner voice and gut feelings be aware of signs around you that are trying to give you insight, guidance and wisdom.(please try meditation to bring you closer to your Guides and Angels ;)
You have the skills you need to be a success, but I feel at times you don't give yourself enough confidence or you give up.? if one thing goes wrong everything goes wrong for you I could be wrong but that's what popped in for you.
There is a more mature lady showing around you, when it is your time she is wise and spiritual you will know where you are with this person and there will be no doubting her love for you.
Trust that God is taking care of your needs
You have good counselling skills and you can offer good advice or guidance to others, any painful experiences you may have had in the past or present are for your learning so you can understand better the ways of life in reality to help others understand better.
You need to be strong for yourself, and build solid foundations for the future, you can earn good money and put it to good use if you are wise about it so the future will see you secure in all ways.( what popped in for you is stop worrying about what others think or say about you what matters the most is that you live your life here as you choose doing what makes you happy and brings you closer to your hopes and dreams.
Plan carefully with your money, putting anything you can aside.
A move is showing, buying a house or land or selling .
Travel to far away places is showing that maybe connected to a past life of yours, you may also come in contact from someone from your past.
Some one you know, a close friend or relative may need your support, listening time, and some wise words of wisdom.
You may need to walk away from a person or situation that is draining you or putting too much pressure on you...we can only help not carry, we cannot fix anothers problem for them only offer as much help as is needed the rest is up to them.
Make any necessary changes about yourself or you life that you feel is needed, get rid of the old to embrace the new.
Any money owed to you is paid back a loan approved some sort of inheritance or a gift of value and sentimental value is showing around you.
Have faith there is a soul mate meeting up ahead for you, in Divine Timing as everything that is meant to be in our lives happens to Divine timing....the right kind of happiness and love will be in your life to what you are most deserving of.
Hope that helps in some way take care.
Love and blessings jazz